Without God

I feel that there is no God
I can feel it in my heart
I can see it with my worldly eyes
That it was a false dream from the start

I’m alone and I know it
I am the master of my destiny
But sometimes when I dream at night
I can feel my soul and divinity

But I wake and realize
I am mistaken
If there ever was a God
We have been forsaken

I sometimes wonder what it’s like
To live in deep poverty
Knowing that there is no hope
Would I blame God or society?

Still I know that there must be
Something for which I would live
To fight for my survival
I would hope to give all I could give

And maybe one day I would find
My worldly eyes were in fact blind
To see that the divine soul dismissed in this rhyme
Had been there the whole time